Summary This conversation explores Stephen Hand's personal journey of faith, struggles with identity, and moments of surrender that led to transformation. He shares insights on seeking help, overcoming past challenges, and the importance of community in the healing process. The discussion emphasizes the power of surrender and the grace that comes with embracing new beginnings. Takeaways I need something. I need a difference in my life. Don't wake up one day and say, Jesus, okay, I'll pick. But John, my past disqualifies me. No, that's not true. You walking up here saying I surrender. I went to my knees and I said God. I got my pass. You do not have to be perfect to be loved. I lived in the grave. Faithful heart said, I want to change. The struggle is real, but so is the grace.